For Susan

I wish there was something I could do or say to help you feel better right now, but I know I can't. I doubt there's anything in the world could help after what happened to your son. And I know you probably aren't reading this either, so that makes it easier I suppose to attempt to offer sympathy after you have experienced my own personal worst nightmare imaginable. Even so, it feels half-assed and empty when I type the words, though I am feeling so much more than I could ever express. I'm thinking of you right now, and I guess that's all I can do. Wish it was more.